Whywhywhy?
The more I observe the type of person I’m becoming.. or already am, the more I laugh.
When did I become so deeply interested in 35mm film?
Or interested in bands that I never hear on the radio?
Why did I request a sewing machine in high school for Christmas?
Why do I deeply enjoy fog? or coffee? or new friends?
Why? Why? Why? blah blah…
It’s all very interesting. So interesting.
I think God made all of us to be so interesting. Sometimes (*sometimes*) the desires that God puts in us are so intentional and real. I’m seeing this come to fruition with my music most clearly.
Also, my enjoyment of crafty things is something interesting too. Really, where did all of this come from?
….I think these things….
and then I remember again. It’s all God. He’s going to use them in some way, I believe. Maybe a big way.. or a little way… or a silent and subtle way. But when He uses us, it’s never in vain.
I guess all these great gifts He gives me.. and us, are well and good, but I have to remember that they’re for His glory and so others can see His love and power. My “likes” are important and have their place, but they shan’t (hehe) override how the bible says I’m supposed to be:
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control…
-Galatians 5
cool.
